Stories I'll Never Write #1

"You can move on. It's just that you're choosing not to." He said.

"I know. Everyone tells me that. I know I'm moving on, but I know I still care a little. And I will always care a little. Everyone says I'll move on eventually, and time will make everything fall into place and I know that. But you know what I don't know? I don't know why some days, I'm joking around, and laughing, and my chest feels light again, and I think-I think I'm actually happy."

"Then why are you still comparing every guy who likes you to him? Why are you being so unfair?"

"That's the thing. These days, I've been so confused. I've been eating less, thinking more, and doing nothing. I don't know what's happening to me, but I know that if this is what they call heartbreak, I swear I never want to go through this whole 'love' thing again. Because every time, every single time I'm not doing something, my mind just drifts off to him. And even when I distract myself, I'm still thinking of him. I have no idea why. I just know that it's him. It's him who had my heart, who never even wanted it in the first place, and I'm trying to get me back, but every guy who wants me just reminds me of the guy who doesn't."

beginnings.

This is my first blog post here.

I guess I'll start by telling you about myself.
My name is Hannah, obviously.
I have a passion for music, and I really love to sing.
I also share a love for writing, specifically poetry.
I tend to think a lot.
I try to be a peaceful person.

I'm going to use this blog like a diary, or just a place that my rants and poems can call home.
This is for you. This is for me.

Beginnings.

A quiet crash, a violent whisper.
The last words roll off the page,
and stay that way forever.
A world immersed in broken beauty
as the ending burns our hearts up in fire.
I will always go back. I will always go back.
Back to limitless possibilities
and when I wasn't tired.
Back to when everything was temporary,
and the world, the entire universe was ours.
Let's flip back to the first page,
back to the start of everything we've ever known.
Back to the Beginning.
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song of the post: Hold On - Extreme Music